I want to discuss the Dark. Lately there seem to be many misconceptions as to what the Dark is or what it stands for. Due to the fact the Star Wars mythos is the primary source of information, this is understandable to a degree. Also understandable is the fact that Lord Moor used the Star Wars terms and technique (for example, anger and hatred) in his lectures. What few people realize though, is that he wasn’t talking out his arse. Though they sound very Sithly, these techniques have a basis in reality. As stated countless times in the past, we deal in reality here, not in the myth that Uncle George created. Not only are anger and hatred good things to focus on, but a Darksider should focus on the whole range of strong emotions. All emotion can fuel you, if you know how to manipulate it. Never leave any stone unturned when exploring what works for you, because that stone you leave untouched may be the one to hold the key to what you want or at least lead you to the next step.
Reality check. A competent Darksider isn’t one who goes around in long, flowing robes Force-choking people when they piss him or her off. Also we are not the puppy-kickers that others think us as either. We are your business people, your cops, your teachers, your janitors, your politicians, and yes, we are even involved in your church. A Darksider is concerned with their Self basically. It’s a form of selfishness. Selfishness, mind you, is not a bad thing like society makes it out to be. Being selfish enables you to do the things you want, when you want, and not care about what anyone else thinks of you for it. Now these things will only be for you to make you happy or to help you on your way to achieving your own personal goals.
Another thing that a Darksider is concerned with is power. And not necessarily in the “I’m going to take over the world” fashion either. It’s about power over the Self. If you think about it…it’s one of the most ultimate powers one can achieve. In essence, I’m conquering the World of Me. Once that is done, I can either move on, or once conquered, begin to shape it into what I want it to be. My will, will essentially change my reality, and in some sense affect other people’s realities as well as the common reality that we all share. Am I talking about something mystical here? No, I’m talking something realistic; it is how we control and carry ourselves. Sounds simple in theory, but for some, it will be the one of the hardest things one will ever attempt.
Know thyself and To thine own self be true. These two phrases are very important to a Darksider’s training. Knowing yourself inside-out, upside-down, around-and-over is essential. You have to learn to see things in a VERY realistic light, not clouded by the programming of society that always says Do things this way or Do things that way for the good of everyone. You have to learn to do things you want, for yourself. No rationalizing, no excuses, no second guessing. At the end of this, you will in one respect be your own master. Now, you always have, been, but the realization and build up to it is what matters now. One way to this is brutal honesty. This technique will now be your best friend. No running from yourself, no hiding from the things within you that scare you. It’s time to knock down the walls within you that cover all of the secret little fears you harbor. It’s time to face them all—everything. Not all at once, but one at a time, or whatever is comfortable for you. Accept them within you, make them a part of who you are…only then, will you be able to overcome them and then to draw strength from them. And then you can move on.
These are the beginning steps, the foundations, of one who is training in the Dark Side.
—Marcar Tezroc